Reality..

As I sit here and think about him, I just want to cry. The reality of the situation is that he will not be here with me. Yes. We can keep in touch by phone or skype, but it won't be the same. I can handle the distance, but Im' not sure if he can handle it. As I sit here and think to myself, will he get bored? Will he rekindle what he has with his ex? I'm just confused because I go from trusting him, to thinking that the distance between us will cause us to break apart. This whole time I've been living off fate, and at times I tend to forget that. I believe in fate, I believe that's what brings us together, and that will keep us together.I just want everything to work out, and I don't want to put more pressure on the situation. I have the tendency to think too much, and read too much into situations, making them bigger than what they are. I have to remind myself of all the good he's made me feel. I have to look at this as a temporary thing. I'm still going to miss seeing his face. I'm going to miss the feeling I had every time I seen his face. Every time I'm feeling doubt in my heart, I will remember his words "no matter what happens we're going to make it work."