Another Test!

Today I received some not so good news. The guy that I've grown to love is moving back to his home town. In the last post I questioned whether or not I loved him. And today I think I really know the answer to that question. I heard some place the way you know you love someone, is when you're afraid to lose that person in your life.When I learned that he would be leaving, all I could do was cry. I feel like everyone I come into contact with, and become close with leaves me. At times I feel as if I will never be happy. There are so many reason why I fell in love with him, and I do not know if I'm going to get the opportunity to show him. I'm mad, sad, confused, and scared all at the same time. I do not doubt that my love for him will change. I'm afraid that the distance between us will change things. I'm trying so hard to not cry, but at this moment that's all I want to do.